GfxDiary

I am a free lancer. My fate is in my hands... now I am an agent. How did I sink in this? I was 16 when I came to army. Free wind of valor was in my head. Heh, young and stupid. I was punished several times in my attempts to splash out all my will to victory. Three times I was serious wounded and one time I was captured. War... War made me what I am now. Ruthless to the enemies, I destroyed people's lives. Dozens innocent people was killed by me. There was only bloodlust in my mind. When did all this start? Tommy, my brother was killed... killed by a terrorist group. Since then I have one goa... Revenge! Then first time I get into prison. Why? 24 dead and 12 injured... I found out village where terrorist are hiding. Terrorists which went like a firestorm on my family... my life. They even didn't understand what happened. There was 10 woman and 4 little kids. They were innocent! I killed them... I killed them all... Like a sharp knife hurts me my memories. In prison I learnt a lot. First of all I learnt to respect Life. God give us Life only one time and nobody... NOBODY have a right to take it! When I came out I went to police deport. I made sure very soon that this is not my mission. I can't kill people so easy. At nights I couldn't sleep. All this murdered faces... Soon I was promoted to FBI agency. My mind is torn to pieces... Now I have to go to the dangerous mission to the south Japan. My two guns lie on the table. Why are my thoughts are empty? Why am not fear? I don't know what awaits me in future, I don't know what will be at the end. But one thing I know exactly. I'll die for my country. Cause it is my family and nothing will happen to it!

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